for real…it is..the tag.. after 10 months…almost 11… I know this doesn’t mean I won’t do it tomorrow, or idk anytime because that makes us humans, feelings. But I mean…this is the 1st night…I don’t feel like crying until falling asleep… IS THIS REALLY HAPPENING?
I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy
because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless
and they don’t want anyone else to feel like that.”
But I knew I was alive, I was alive because I was warm, and your hands were cold as ice. I know, I tried to take you by the hand, I felt it, you were a totally different person, the way you looked into my eyes, it wasn’t the same, and it was hurting me so bad, I couldn’t handle it, and if you ask yourself why did I stay in this place, it was because I was more terrified by the person who was in front of me, you. Than by my own family and their acts. You forgot to see me, you forgot to love me at my worst. And I don’t know If I’m sorry for loving you at both, best and worst.